So I was watching Flipping Out on Bravo and this was the second episode of the new season and I guess the theme was all about having kids and raising kids. Jeff and gage are going through this huge transition of finally starting a family through IVF. During the episode they are in the clinic waiting for the egg to be "planted" inside the surrogate mother and both Gage and Jeff are super nervous about the outcome. Is it going to take? Will it work? are they going to have a girl soon? basically fear is setting in that this might not work and they will have to start the process over again and the emotional roller coaster that comes along with it. And I for some reason got super emotional. Like I don't know if I'm going through a quarter life crisis or what but I'm becoming more and more fearful of ending up alone for the rest of my life. Before people start saying their spewing out their " OMG don't worry you'll find somebody:" routine, let...
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